I have been a bit absent from blogging recently.
I have a chapter deadline for my thesis coming up, and I’ve started to get involved again in church. Last Sunday I preached for the first time since I’ve been back in Durham, on the story of Tabitha.
When I started to research her, I found a lot of stuff that sounded like this:
AH, Tabitha. Now there was model for Christian women! Always meek, always quiet, never seeking attention, never trying to rise above her situation. Humbly working away on her sewing for the poor, traditional women’s work, rewarded by God for her submission. If only more Christian woman could be like her…
And the more I read the story, and the more I researched the background, the more I thought, EH?
Tabitha is introduced as a “disciple.” This is the ONLY place in the Bible where a woman is described in this way. The term “disciple” is different from the term “believer”. To be a “disciple” in the book of Acts is to be either one of the followers of Jesus in his time on Earth OR to be someone that guides others into the faith. To be a disciple in the early church is to be a leader.
Tabitha’s body was laid in the Upper Room. This was a mark of great respect reserved for someone of importance.
When I picture Tabitha, I see a large-hearted, generous woman. A woman with her own resources – although she is a widow she can afford to buy cloth and give it away in the form of clothing to other widows. When I picture her, I think of the woman of valour described in Proverbs 31. I see a woman with chutzpah. A strong woman . A woman who is always busy, who has time to spin and weave, to provide food for the poor, to invest in property. Who gets up early to start the day productively. Who has strong arms capable of planting a vineyard. Who has time to laugh and cry alongside the hurting, to make a banoffee pie, to dance, to pray and worship. To spread the good News through acts of service to the community. To be a church leader.
She must have been tired at the end of each day.
But a good kind of tired. The satisfaction of having done God’s work.
Listen to the whole preach (10 mins) if you have time…and if you want to hear the weirdness of my recorded voice!